Friday, August 15, 2008

My Last Episode of Bravery

I have this guy that I’ve been in love with for years. He’s the only person that I totally get nervous about. I can’t even look him in the eyes without getting red in the face. Since I first saw him it was like Cupid’s arrow had struck me. I remember where I first laid eyes on him. It was in a parking lot one morning on my way to high school. That was well over a decade ago. Then one day I saw that he was working at this local store and he was really checking me out. I thought about it for awhile and after a few more trips over the course of the next few weeks to the store where we exchanged flirty glances I finally got up the nerve to “seize the day” so to speak and give him my number. He looked at me like I was an idiot and never called. The one time I give someone my business card and they do that? I was crushed. I usually always wait for the man to hit on me and I guess I should have in this instance. That’s just my luck. The one and only time I make the first move I feel like an idiot. That or he doesn’t know how to dial on a phone. I like to tell myself that every now and then to make myself feel better.

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